Let's kill the time

(photo from flickr)

Gosh, another day off!

Today I woke up at 03.50 am, (I've been started to wake up that early since my school started the lesson 10 minutes earlier, yes it's only 10 minutes earlier for my school, we used to start the lesson at 06.40 and I used to wake up at 04.30) then I took a shower and pray. My phone rang, a message. it said 'Dari Bu Pauline: Masuk ya hari ini. Fwd ke yg lain, please', hmm okay then I ask my father to get me to Wena's House then we went to school together (Did I tell you that my car was hit by a truck? no? okay, later).

And,
when we just arrived at Bukit Duri Tanjakan, one of my teacher, Pak Wangsa, complete with Jacket and Cap, telling every car to turn back away because the water level get high! okay, this should be a pleasure because it means another day off. BUT, that might be a pleasure if it came back to a year ago or two. My Loooooord, I'm in my last semester here! I need to get to school, huhu. SIMAK UI is just 40-something-days away! YES I'M PANIC! OF COURSE I'M PANIC!

I want the Medical Faculty of Universitas Indonesia, which the passing grade is 60-point-something-%, AND my last result of SIMAK UI Try Out is just 35%, it's still 25% awaaaaaay!

do you think I can make it?
I don't know, I don't want get my mom being disappointed,
she got panic,too, when I told her my score.

No, I don't wanna think about anything but making my parents proud of me.
is that so hard? yes it is! I'm the oldest child in my family, should be helpful, not mess-ful.

talking about mess-ful, I guess it's the perfect word to describe today.
get bored all the time, getting my ass in front of computer for hours and hours, panicking because everyone around me is counting days (Oh please!), nothing funny or interesting in facebook today, Dewi Persik and Aldi Taher are now together? What the? Okay we should leave that.

goooooooooooooooooooosh have you heard the song called Nuansa Bening by Vidi Aldiano?
it's beautiful! this is an old-song-remake. I love Lucky Idol's version, too. My friend, Wena, already had the album. I love Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi (it's remake too) and Aku Terlena. you should hear that, really.

hey, promise me you would pray for my success, okay? thanks then hehe. should go now, byeeeeeeee!