first, several hours ago, Google told me I can't sign in to my account due to the spy ware and anti virus program, I was frustrated.
second, the Air Conditioner in my room is suck. it doesn't work properly. I can't sleep well because it's really hot right here, trust me, the air outside my room is cooler than the air in this room, even though they're not using AC. My mom told me, she already called for the AC's service. BUT, the guy told my mom he couldn't make it up here today, could be tomorrow, and it makes me upset.
third, I think I'm having PMS or whatever, my mood seems really bad. I should sleep but I can't, it's TOO HOT right here (again, the AC, pffft).
four, I think I lost my confidence. I feel so.....................down. Okay, this has been a hundred times I speak about my desire to study in Medical Faculty. I really really want it. but, you know, when people told me "Insya Allah, pasti bisa ki, gue yakin lo dapet" I was thinking they just want to cheer me up, but I don't think they're really sure about it. I know, I should study more. But I feel like, I'm fed up with those numbers and formulas and hydrocarbons and whatever. What should I do to bring those courage back?
five, I really want to cry (which I don't know the reason either), but I can't, and it feels like something press your chest then you can't breath normally.
six, again, I feel like I wanna throw something big and heavy to my Air Conditioner here. I'm desperate!
seven, I really miss having some quality time with my bestfriends like Tata Uwi and Nuri. I feel like I'm no longer connected with them :'( But really, I wanna share everything with them, and also I hope they'll share everything, too. Oh yes, Tata and Uwi are officially accepted in Medical Faculty of Gadjah Mada University. I envy them so much, But still I'm happy for them, it's like they already got their goals, Congratulations!
grrrrrrrr I have no more to share, except..
okay, I've watched the Confessions of a Shopaholic movie, and I just figured out that this movie comes up by a best-seller book. my friend laugh when she knew it, she said the book was really great and she totally fell in love with Luke Brandon. It's not Hugh Dancy whom I'm talking about, people. it's Luke Brandon. My friend told me Luke Brandon is the most perfect guy on earth. say sorry to Edward Cullen, I think she has a point, at least he's not a vampire so we don't need to sacrifice our soul just to be with him, interesting man. He's rich, smart, fashionable, adaptable, charming, sweet, oh he's every woman's dream.
aaaaah midnight, I need to sleep.
I'm still looking on my cellphone, waiting for nothing.
I'm just saying.
xoxo
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