Suddenly Westlife

well gue tiba-tiba keinget sama tadi siang. pas lagi gabut2nya, gue sama Icha dengerin iPodnya Ifa. si Icha tiba-tiba lagi pengen nostalgia lagu2nya Westlife. ah gila men gue kangen banget pas dgr lagu2nya gila berasa balik ke SD gue bok. nyanyi2 gue sama Icha hehe. pas udah nyampe lagu If I let you go, gue terdiam sejenak, memahami lirik lagunya.............................zzz dalem banget :'(

Being Gabut (Gaji-Buta)

apakabar? gue baik baik saja hehe.

judulnya agak gimana ya, bukan kok sekolah gue baik2 aja sih. cuman kan gue baru ganti kepsek, mm udah lumayan lama jg sih udah bbrp bln. tapi udah banyak perubahan gitu jadinya.

sekarang sekolah gue masuknya jam 6.40, 5 minutes earlier! dan pulangnya jadi jam 15.40, nambah 10 menit. astaga. jadi gini sekarang tiap pagi gue  ada tadrusan gitu hehe. aduh jadi inget di Alazhar dulu. seneng sih sebenernya gue, jadi rutin baca qur'an. bbrp tahun ini lepas dr Alazhar kan makin gajelas gue. cuman, kan pulangnya jadi nambah soreeeeeeeeeee. kenapa ga dr tiap pelajaran diambil 1 menit aja? kan lumayan! drpd plg tambah sore, tambah capek.

naaah semakin kesini itu gue jadi makin males nih hehe gara2 pulang makin sore juga. eh ga ngaruh juga sihm dr dulu juga sore, yah drpd ga ada alesan hahaha. yaaaaaaaah skrg2 ini gue emang lebih sering ngerjain soal2 SPMB tahun lalu gitu. cuman buat ngejar pelajaran yg diajarin skrg gue agak lambat nih, maleeeeeeeeeeeeeeees banget. penyakit.

semakin gabut, semakin gak jelas kelakuan gue di kelas. seperti :

• nyanyi2 lagu hits Indonesia masa kini kayak PU.S.PA, Eh eh kok gitu sih, Lagu2 D' Masiv, Cari Pacar Lagi, dll haha gaul banget deh kelas gue jadi update sama lagu2 di Inbox dan Dahsyaaaatz haha.

• foto2 aib super alay, chatting alay, bikin burung2 kertaslah, tidur, dll.
  

oiya, kemaren2 tuh kls gue panaaaaaaaaaaas banget. something's wrong with the Air Conditioning. trs abis pertemuan orang tua, ada salah satu ortu yg protes kelas panas, akhirnya dibenerin deh semua AC. eh skrg kelas gue jadi dingiiiiiiiiiiin banget. alhasil gue jadi agak2 pilek gini sekarang. berhubung dingin, jaket adalah yang paling hip skrg ini di sekolah gue hehe.

(Kiky dan Icha gabut dan berfoto)

well, makin malem nih. harusnya gue ga boleh ngepost skrg, karena hr ini bukan lah hr libur. hehe abis td gue baru belajar gimana cara ngerubah lay-out judul awwwwwww asik jd langsung pengen nyobain hehe. terimakasih Ifa atas les kilatnya!

gotta go now, mau makan nasi goreng, mmmm hehe. see ya soooooooon! : )

nb: HSM 3 udah keluar di 21, sabtu besok gue mau nonton loooooooh di Bekasi Square haha. mau ikut? Anyone? hehe :)

I hope (actually pray) you read this

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU


Thats how much as I love you
Thats how much as I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for a while? (No....)


You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forgive (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate...
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long thats WRONG


But I hate...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I dont want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that i adore you


And i hate how much i love you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oooh whoa..)
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that i love you so (oooh..)


You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh


Said its not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why
And it just aint right


And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love you so


One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...


Yeaahhh... Oohh...

Thats how much i love you (as much as I need you)
Thats how much as I need you (oooh..)
Thats how much I love you (oh..)
Thats how much as I need you


And I hate that i love you soooo
And I hate how much i love you boy
I cant stand how much I need ya (cant stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go (but I just cant let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. soo.....

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sometime you can't resist the feeling that you haaaaave :c
god please please please release me from this, please please I'm begging youuuu :c

Hello-mellow

Hey hey hey
apakabar? hari ini gue agak buruk, sakit (lagi). kasian ya penyakitan hehe.
kecapean banget gue, jumat kmrn soulnation br sampe rmh jam stgh3 pagi hahaha gile dah. sabtu mlmnya ada acara ultah temen nyampe rmh jam 12. haha anak malam bgt ya gue nakal abis.

doain gue cepet sembuh yaa. minggu depan kayaknya udah mulai TO, november udh semesteran haduh cepet bgt ya. mesti sehat nih gue. doain ya

Holiday is almost over

ooooooooh gosh, look I'm well-scared about the title. Holiday is almost over! in some ways, it's really good for me; I'll meet my friends, my crush (ha-ha), my highschool-life which is getting closer to the end. BUT I found myself soooooooo stupid that I forgot (actually willingly forgot) to do my assignments! wuhuuuu there are 160 problems of math physics chemistry and biology waiting for be done. I only have tomorrow. what? TOMORROW. what a daaaaaaay!

okay forget it for a while, just a while, I promise. haha you know what, I'm currently reading Breaking Dawn now. it's the 4th book of Twilight Series. I'm reading the english version, that might explains why I'm using english right now, kinda it gives an influence. haha.

todaaaay I spent some times with my sister, Chika. we both went to Bekasi Square for watching movie. but, we both watched the different movie. I watched Chika (funny right? watching Chika with my sister, Chika), she watched Cinlok. it was my first experience watching movie alone, hahaha not so bad lah. oh weeellll about the movie! it was cool you know. the romance, well umm, sweet enough but hilarious too. I smiled a lot : ) 

after coming home I put my ass on chair and checked up my facebook, sooooooon I read Breaking Dawn. yea yea, I'm drowning too much in the story. feels like I'm the one who play the role. uh oh hahaha sometime I love being drown, living in fantasy, I know it's crazy well sometime I found myself hardly to face the reality, sometime it can be so cruel, it can be so unfair. but that's life, unfair hehe. so I decided to take my mind back to face the reality, put the story behind for a while, a while, sigh. well I have to face the reality, school. hahaha.

okay, goodbye for now I guess. don't know when I will catch up with you lateerrrrrrrr, don't feel gulity for missing me :) bye!

what a day!

heeeeeeey! wasssup? hehe
well, tuh kan kalo lg liburan postingan gue bs teratur hehe. naaah mari kita share cerita hr ini hehe.

jadi hari ini gue awali dgn bangun jam 6 pagi lgs mandi dan bergegas ke Jakasampurna. hari ini gue ke Simprug nyetir sendiri, mau beli tiket Soulnation, padahal blm pernah ke situ sendiri. berbekal pengetahuan dr peta sama dijelasin sm bokap, gue brgkt ke simprug. wow gue kira awalnya bakal ribet ini itu taunya gak tuh tinggal lurus belok dikit nyampe hahaha. lancar deh walau td agak kelewat dikit pintu masuknya jdnya mesti muter gitu gue hehe. abis beli tiket gue ke PIM brg sodara2 gue juga (berasa tau jalan hahahaha). di PIM gue ntn Cinlok. bagus sih filmnya, cuman ceritanya biasa aja. tp lucu lumayanlah menghibur kok hehe. seneng deh gue akhirnya bisa menjangkau PIM lagi setelah midtest kemaren gabisa kemana2 even ke PIM aja susah. di PIM kita td foto2, belanja, makan, nonton, keliling2 ampe puas hehe. abis ituuuuuuu gue juga keliling2 cari cd 21st night tp ga dapet2 nih huhu sedih banget lg pengen banget soalnya hehe.

malem ini rumah gue sepi bgt. jam 7 aja udah pd mati tuh lampu2. gue masih asik aja main internet. eh  iya kacamata gue akhirnya bener juga nih, jd gue aman main internet lama2 hehe, seneng deh tp agak pusing makenya, secara udah 4bln lebih ga make kacamata. curiga silinder gue nambah nih. yah mudah2an aja kagak yeeeee!

eh iya, ternyata byk loh temen2 gue yg mudiknya ke Malang jg! ih sebel deh taunya pas gue lg ga mudik pula! coba dr dulu ya, kan bisa maen brg di malang! ih sebel gile. kayaknya malang udah byk kemajuan lagi deh semenjak tahun lalu. aduuuuh kangen banget sama malang, sama Matos, Jatim Park, bioskop Mandala, Mall Dieng, ah pokoknya semuanya deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh, ngangenin banget!

haaaaah gak mudik bikin bosen jg nih di rumah. gue lg baca Eclipse nih, masih twilight Series, buku ke tiga. biasanya gue baca Twilight series paling lama 3hr, ini gue udah seminggu lebih ga ais2, emg sengaja gue imit2, liburan gue masih seminggu takut ga ada kerjaan hahaha. aduh lo mesti baca Twilight series deh,  they're cooooool for sure! I swear, gak boong hehe. must read deh! oiya sama gue lg ngincer divetoire(bener ga ye tulisannya?) , kayaknya bagus, tp novel dewasa gitu tulisannya, tdnya mau gue beli tp karna masih baca Eclipse dan bakal Breaking Dawn soon, gue tunda dulu deh divertoire nya, hehe. ada yg udah baca? mau dong reviewnya!

hah udah ah capek ngetik nih lg ngupload foto di facebook hahaha, tau nih lg asik maen facebook gue hehe. sabar yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
I'll post some update soon!

bye!

Halo apakabar?

Assalamualaikum!
Selamat hari lebaran, Minal Aidin wal Faidzin :D
hahaha maaf yaaaaaaaaaaaa sampe lebaran udah lewat baru bisa ngepost.
soalnya sempet lupa password hahaha how stupid.

hellooooooo apakabar? hehe. yah biar yg baca blog gue juga ga byk (emang ada yg baca juga? hahaha), gue tetep mau menyapa hehe. ngehibur diri dikit itu baik, drpd gada hiburan hehe.

tahun ini gue ga mudik, erghhh, karena sodara gue yg di Malang pd dtg semua ke Bekasi hehe. sedih sebenernyaaaaaaaaaa, kangen sama Malang. tp gapap deh yg penting rame-rame ama sodara ya ga ya ga? hehe. nah berhubung sodara gue pada dtg, akhirnya kite kite pada jalan2 nih keliling bekasi-jakarta-jonggol. mari mari sini saya ceritakan hehe.

1st day
Sodara-sodara yg dr Malang dtg naik pesawat trs lgs ke rumah sodara gue yg di Jakasampurna, trs gue jemput kesana dan memboyong mereka ke rumah gue untuk nginep sehari hehe.

2nd day
Masih bulan puasa nih, tp gue lagi ga puasa, biasa cewek hehe. tdnya mau ntn Laskar Pelangi brg Centong & Wena, tp sodara gue ngajakin ke Dufan wowowow semangat bgt pdhl lagi puasa. gue mah ayo2 aje ye org lg ga puasa, hehe. akhirnya gue nyetirin mereka ke dufan. gue ke dufan berempat nih, sama dua sepupu gue dan adek gue si chika. mereka puasa, gue nggak. ini sangat menguntungkan gue suer dah. berkali2 adek gue dan mas gue ngerayu buat buka saking udah ga kuatnya. di sisi lain gue bisa nyolong minum seger tiap abis naik wahana hehehehe. tp akhirnya mereka berhasil puasa penuh kok. Alhamdulillah.

3rd Day
Alhamdulillaaaaaah, lebaran datang!
ini baru kedua kalinya gue lebaran di rumah. dulu yg pertama pas gue msh kecil, jadi gak tau apaapa disini. nah, pas abis pada sholat ied, nyokap bokap gue rencananya mau keliling rumah tetangga sini mau halal bihalal, taunya udah keburu disamperin. eh ternyata mereka ngajakin se-RT rombongan ke rumah ustad sini yg dituakan. tradisi ini udah ada bertahun2 katanya, dan gue baru tau hahaha. yaudah deh ikutanlah gue. ternyata seru juga, ketemu sama org2 lama yg ga ketemu di komplek gue (secara gue beberapa bln atau mgkn tahun kbykn ngendog dirumah hehe).
abis itu gue sekeluarga lgs brgkt ke bogor, mau sungkeman ama nenek gue dr bokap. selesai dr sana lgs ke Jakasampurna lg, sungkeman sm nenek gue dr nyokap. trs kumpul ama sodara2, ntn dvd, becanda2, abis itu ntn Laskar Pelangi deh. oiya, Laskar Pelangi ya.... hmmm, menurut gueeeeee Laskar Pelangi biasa aja ah, krg gereget gimana gitu hehe, kayaknya lebih bgs bukunya deh, tp gue blm baca sih. masih baca Twilight Series nih hehehe.

4th Day
ANYONE ADA YANG PERNAH KE TAMAN BUAH MEKARSARI SELAIN LAGI STUDYTOUR SAMA SEKOLAHAN?
oh please, kalo blm, mending gausah! cari lah hari biasa aja deh kalo mau, jangan hari libur, ergh. wtf banget suer deh! pertama, MACEEEEEEEEEEEEET BANGET! dan gue adalah supir, ergggh. ngerasain gimana pegelnya macet berkilo-kilo, buset. mana panas, mepet2. udah gitu ya, MOTOR KAYAK MONYET BANGET! ih sumpah deh bikin emosi! sikut kanan-kiri, mepet sana-sini, mana ada yg ngegebug mobil gue lagi! ih fck bgt! hahaha emosi gue kalo nginget. setelah macet, ditambah lagi di dalem sononyo nih ye, RAME BANGET! gak wajar, gak rasional banget deh penuhnya! bikin pening. akhirnya gue disana naik kereta pun enggak. gak ngerasain apa2 gue. cuma beli eskrim trs duduk2 ama foto2 di penataran doang! buset banget ga tuh gue keselnya, aduuuuuuuuuuh. nah abis itu sodara2 gue jg pd kesel tuh, ga demen ama suasana mekarsari. akhirnya kita ke D'cost trs makan deh hahaha ini favorit gue, soalnya gue suka D'cost hehehe. selese itu, kita ke jakasampurna lagi, udah kayak Basecamp ye hehe. disana bagi2 THR deh heheheh ini nih yg paling gue suka, dapet duit haha.

5th Day (is today)
weeeeell, hari ini fanassss banget ye. hr ini gue ke Cengkareng, ke rmh kerabat bokap gue, halal bihalal lagi. awalnya agak males, jauh dan panas abisnya. pas nyampe sana, ternyata bibinya bokap gue lg sakit gitu terbaring lemes di kasur, aduh gue jadi gak tega, bersyukur td gue jd ke situ. abis itu disana gue dijamu mpek-mpek awwwwwwww makanan kesukaan gue! hahaha maklum, org palembang hehe. selese dr sana, gue ke Jakasampurna lagi, abis itu nganter sodara gue ke Gambir. sodara yg dr Malang pd plg naik kereta. sedih deeeeeeeeh :'( sepi jadinya disini. gatau mau ngapain huhuhu. yaudah deh abis itu pulang deh kesini.



welllllll,
buat besok gue rencananya mau ke Simprug, beli tiket Soulnation. mudah2an lancar hehe. abis itu kalo jadi mau jalan ke MM haha, wets jgn salah, MM skrg gaul loh hahaha.

ehiya, btw I miss my sekolahan nih. kangen kelas, kangen CENTOOOOONG, kangen wena icha dll, ah kangen dia, kangen belajar hahaha, pokoknya kangeeen men gue hehe. ah yg penting nikmatin liburan dulu yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... ah tapi semua pd pergi tamasya keliling kota huhu gue ngendog aje nih di jkt aaaaaah sebel, gpp deh yg penting liburan hehe.

next update gatau kapan nih, check out my facebook aja yaaaaaaaaaaaa hehehehe, eh checkout my deviantart juga dong dong, hereismy.deviantart.com thankyou!

See you at the next update! I'll miss you soooooooooon!

gotta go, bye